well, this birthday was a RIDICULOUS roller coaster of a ride. spent the first few hours, from 12-230 up, home alone crying because all i wanted was my Mommy to be here with me. then got a little rest and with a bitter mood went to the DMV to renew my license (which now has my new address!!!) and ran into my moms bestfriend, who just happened to have a book on messages from our angels! that turned my mood around so when i got home, after spending time with my main man and his family.. i went pick up my baby bear for a swim date. back home to look at old pictures and letters and cry some more.. then off to the Treasure Chest for my first casino experience with my long lost better half of a best friend.. i’m proud to say we both only lost $15 and were NOT convinced to ever go back! from there it was coconut beach and lots of laughter with my sissy and her friends. NOW? back home to crash and wake up tomorrow with a vengeance for making every day *at least as good as this. i don’t wanna just go through the motions anymore. i wanna be happy.. my momma didn’t give me her strength to simply put on a shelf, time to try real smiles again!
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES. I LOVE YOU ALL. 💕👑🎀😊
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